makeup

so my skin is extremely sensitive! i cannot wear any base or powder because i will break out within a couple hours of putting it on my skin.  does anyone have any recommendations?

happy birthday chesley!

Chesley is officially two years old today!  Can't believe it has been two years already!

daily aches, pains and whines

So today might i add...i'm beyond mad.  There is some kind of rage pulsing through every bit of me...i think it's the new medicine the doctor put me on...so i'm gonna stop taking it.  Oh and my stomache is in knots...ouch!  I'm so ready for a definite diagnosis!

Part I of potty training!

Today Chesley is wearing training panties....we'll see how it turns out:) 

synopsis as of 1/22/10

so i am a 27 mother of two, married to the sweetest man!  my children are both girls ages 7 and 2.  i have had a rough life that has included rape, drug addiction, pregnancy before marriage, money troubles and health problems.  i recently went on a church retreat that seems to have changed the way i look at things as well as my goals in life.  i am currently unemployed due to health problems.  i was denied disability and told that even though i meet the federal criteria for disability time and time again no judge would grant me disability due to my age.  this leaves my family in a very tough situation.  my husband is working two jobs to try to make ends meet but we are still coming up with less than half of what we need to pay the bills every month.  we have had to rely very heavily on our parents for groceries and school monies.  at the retreat i attended i was told something that i can't ever remember hearing growing up in the presbyterian church, they said any time you worry or get anxious just give it up to god and find peace that he has a plan.  i had never heard that before and it rocked my world!  i have been praying to god everyday to help me to give him all my worries and trust that he has a plan.  i want to get this heavy load off my chest and find peace.  so to the three of you that might ever stumble across my blog, please pray that i can find peace in god's plan because i have been living in worry and pain for far too long.

Hello!

Well hello world of blogging!  I am new...this is my first blog ever!  (yes i realize i am a decade behind)  Curious if anyone can make sugesstions as to what they would like for me to blog about?  I can write when i'm told what to write, of course i don't use proper punctuation, but just coming up with something seems to be a bit harder.  So i am asking for suggesstions:)